Friday, April 23, 2010

Mistake ? Or a lesson ... ?

Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up.

You build up all these defences. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life ...

You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like smile at you, or kiss you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.

It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-y
ou-apart pain. I hate love ...


DISCLAIMER :
(guys please don't be dumb enough to think i wrote this of my own bad experience or something ... was just getting bored - wanted to write something and yeah, i'm good at fiction, that's all i can say, the smart ones can figure it out anyways ... )

4 comments:

vishal said...

you see , after Abhay its your turn for sure, and I have this post as a proof showing that you need someone asap

Lolzz


Bore hoke koi yeh nahi likhta!

Riteek said...

lol ... haan yaar, if you know some nice girl, give the reference to my mum n dad ;) ... :P

Ashishkbhagat said...

I think I would prefer to be dumb.
Brilliant. Keep it up!!

hemakshi said...

dat ws too touchin... bt along with absolute truth and amazingly writtn.. dere were totalli hidden thoughts behind it... whch i hav alreadi understood... hpe yu get d perfect gal soon...!!